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Anything but a Father I walk out of my bedroom,
Down the dark hallway,
Sick to my stomach,
With rage I can't explain,
And a fear that's so unreal.
I feel the trail of you behind me,
Waiting to start another fight,
Regarding the next word I whispered out of my mouth.
This was the reason I wanted you gone.
It was the pain you gave me, making me stronger.
Every hit you took at me,
And every beer bottle you threw,
Plagued me with even more of a hate towards you,
Everyday after I got back from school.
It hurt when you screamed those words to me
And let yourself get drunk.
So scared to walk beside you,
Fearing your pants would drop,
And you'd hold me d
Desperate Procedures Pulling the dagger closer to my chest,
I realize this is what I want.
My heart races as the pointed tip tares my skin.
It pulls itself away,
but I fight to make this hurt.
I want to make this bleed,
to feel the pain.
Pain i've brought through onto myself.
As I start laughing,
the room starts spinning.
I'm finally getting what I deserve.
This feeling is addictive,
Making me want to do it over and over again.
My tears have been sacrificed,
but at least I was laughing.

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Everyone is different. Some people care, some don’t. People who care want to help you when you're down, unlike others who’d much rather kick you to see you fail. When you’ve been kicked so many times, having to get up on your own, its hard to believe there are people who’ll help you up. People you love think its so easy for you to just put your hand out when you're lying there on the ground. It takes time for these walls to get knocked down, and as much as some people think you like keeping things to yourself, they’re wrong. Bottling up feelings will only make them worse. When they build up to the point where you cant handle them, the depression, anger, sadness that you feel is so overwhelming. You cant sleep, eat, concentrate, or even think without your problems catching up with you. You feel like all you need is for someone to just listen to you. But when people who love you try and listen, you cant explain your feelings to them. I wish these feelings could just explain themselves, to where all id have to do is look into someone’s eyes, and they’d know what I’m feeling. But that’s like asking them to read my mind. It’ll never happen that way, so its my job to pry off every single brick from the wall that’s keeping the ones I love out. In time, every brick will be gone. That'll leave me without a wall at all, taking my independence away from me. Scared that someone may come past where my wall was and break me, instead of my already broken wall. Just protect me and my broken wall, please?

(A message to someone who means more to me than life itself)

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~KrazyToc May 2, 2005
I love !!!!
Love all the different symbols , and how you put it together :)

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I'm just a fucked up girl ,
looking for her own piece of mind, Dont assign me yours "Clementine Kruczynski" ESOTSM:O_o:
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~ReverseIncision May 2, 2005
thank you so much! :hug:
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~BloodyBlackRoses Apr 30, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
Ieee.... o_o; This scares, me... -shuddershiver- Eye see you.

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If you want my opinion, then go read CosmoGirl.
Now tell me, you love me. Whisper it slowly, breathlessly in my ear.

I Like the Sound of That.
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~ReverseIncision Apr 30, 2005
lol...
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~BloodyBlackRoses Apr 30, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
That reminds me. I have that one of you dancing. With the drawers. o_o;

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If you want my opinion, then go read CosmoGirl.
Now tell me, you love me. Whisper it slowly, breathlessly in my ear.

I Like the Sound of That.
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~ReverseIncision Apr 30, 2005
haha, awesome... :lol:
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~BloodyBlackRoses Apr 30, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
I'll upload it. As soon as my kid brother gets off the computer with the scanner.

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If you want my opinion, then go read CosmoGirl.
Now tell me, you love me. Whisper it slowly, breathlessly in my ear.

I Like the Sound of That.
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~ReverseIncision Apr 30, 2005
ah-kay
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~BloodyBlackRoses Apr 30, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
And I find it. I cleaned the house today.

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If you want my opinion, then go read CosmoGirl.
Now tell me, you love me. Whisper it slowly, breathlessly in my ear.

I Like the Sound of That.
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~ReverseIncision Apr 30, 2005
lol...whoo hoo, go you
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